Wanted to write in Chinese but just that my PC could not write in Chinese. I always believe Chinese is more sentimental than English. Today is moon cake festival and it has a special meaning. Most of my colleagues went home earlier for re-union dinner. As for me?
I left only around 6.30pm, travel by LRT to Kelana Jaya to take my car, I feel so lonely en empty because I never have the feeling of re-union dinner for a long time.
However, I still can’t wait to see m lovely mum at home. The moment when I stepped in, there come the disappointment and emptiness. I am lonely in this festival season……… I sat down on the sofa, wondering what have I been doing all this while? How come I am so lonely. Start my engine, driving alone on the street without any purpose, suddenly recalled of my brother, who passed away on 21 Oct 2007. Missed him so much……..
Then tear start growing, wanted to call someone to talk to, scroll down my phone book, but hardly can find anyone to turn to…..
I might be very strong in front of others, but the reality is I AM NOT. Back home, I cooked Maggie mee, than I looked at the Maggie mee, asking myself why I am eating Maggie mee in this moon cake festival season? Why? Why? I have no answer.
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Wanted to write in Chinese but just that my PC could not write in Chinese. I always believe Chinese is more sentimental than English.
Today is moon cake festival and it has a special meaning. Most of my colleagues went home earlier for re-union dinner. As for me?
I left only around 6.30pm, travel by LRT to Kelana Jaya to take my car, I feel so lonely en empty because I never have the feeling of re-union dinner for a long time.
However, I still can’t wait to see m lovely mum at home. The moment when I stepped in, there come the disappointment and emptiness. I am lonely in this festival season……… I sat down on the sofa, wondering what have I been doing all this while? How come I am so lonely.
Start my engine, driving alone on the street without any purpose, suddenly recalled of my brother, who passed away on 21 Oct 2007. Missed him so much……..
Then tear start growing, wanted to call someone to talk to, scroll down my phone book, but hardly can find anyone to turn to…..
I might be very strong in front of others, but the reality is I AM NOT. Back home, I cooked Maggie mee, than I looked at the Maggie mee, asking myself why I am eating Maggie mee in this moon cake festival season? Why? Why? I have no answer.
So do you think I am happy?
I cried…… tears dropped…….
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