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弥漫的空气和画面定格在那刻~~重复播放!
心中的想念和點點滴滴在此刻~~持續升溫!

假如從來沒有開始
你怎麼知道自己會不會很愛很愛那個人呢?
其實 很愛很愛的感覺
是要在一起經歷了許多事情之後才會發現的

相約某年某天 並肩一起看雪
有时你一句简单的想我 我都会很开心

假如 我们真能在一起的话...
我們結婚 好嗎?

Saturday, September 30, 2006

人生中的第一張信用卡

昨天收到人生中的第一張信用卡
真的很興奮
不過
卻出了烏龍把我卡上的名字
打錯了
(噗~突然間想到王菲的歌)
前面的名字是對啦
但後面的兩個字錯了
朋友告訴我說這是沒關係的
真的嗎?
我想是吧
對於我這個拿信用卡的菜鳥
應該是要聽聽老鳥的意見的
*
活了25年
第一次拿信用卡的心情真是難以形容
那種感覺就好像是初嘗愛情的滋味
甜甜的

朋友都說
還卡債的時候
味道就像要分手那樣
心痛
真的嗎?
我想是吧!
其實身邊還聽了蠻多關於還卡債的辛酸事
我也知道這有時很難控制

這好像是年輕人必經的途徑
所謂人不瘋狂枉少年
噗~
相信這話的人以後就會後悔啦~
對我來說
信用卡是一種給人便利
不是一種負擔
所以啊~
要謹慎使用
*
對了
我拿的是花旗銀行的信用卡
你知道花旗嗎?
不就是年輕人都喜歡的citibank咯~
台灣是叫花旗啦
為什麼會這樣翻譯
我也不知道

期待光良演唱會

今天去光良演唱會的場館
一到場館
那種熟悉的感覺回來了
記得幾年前還在辦演唱會的那幾年
體育館
多用途禮堂
雲星劇場
都是熟悉的地方
回想起當年
種種曾經擁有的也只剩下了回憶
不過至少我還曾經擁有
*
今天去光良演唱會的場館
光良正在彩排啦
記得2002年我辦過光良的演唱會
616巨星與上海交響樂團慈善演唱會
也是在今年擁抱光良演唱會同樣的場館
不過我覺得今年的舞台設計還真的很吊
如果有看報導的話
可能你還會懷疑
但我真的親眼先睹為快了
真的不錯
想必製作費也不少就對了
我想這會是一場值得看的演唱會哦
*
期待
10月1日
約定馬來西亞
擁抱光良演唱會
馬來西亞第一位男歌手的售票演唱會
而且還連開兩場
還真為歷史寫下一場輝煌的紀錄了哦~

沒有簡訊的日子

9月的最後第二天
他沒有寫簡訊給我
異鄉的他還好吧?
*
真的嗎?
腦海一直盤旋著他講的這句話
很喜歡聽他講話

已經有3天了吧
沒有他那溫柔的聲音
我的日子雖然還是一樣的過
但說穿了我還是希望他會打給我
但是
換來的只有空歡喜一場啦
突然感覺自己變成了望夫涯的女主角
苦苦的在等待奇蹟
奇蹟~
真的會發生在我和他之間嗎?
但愿如此吧!
因為這不是我一個人的造化
他應該也要有所行動啦~
真是沒良心的傢伙
電話也打不通
沒把我放在眼裡心裡腦裡嘴裡
啦啦裡裡~裡裡啦啦~啦裡啦裡…
(我怎麼了?有點被刺激了?還是毒癮發作?)
*
或許星期五晚上有節目吧
或許他今天真的很忙錄吧
或許他故意要讓我緊張吧
或許他今天想對我放假吧
或許他累得已經睡著了吧
或許他享受著他的孤單吧
或許他遇見了另一個他吧
或許是我要求的太多了吧
或許是我自己小題大作吧
或許是我喜歡天馬行空吧
或許是我討厭孤獨感覺吧
或許是我自己攢牛角尖吧
或許是我期望的太多了吧
或許是我自己自作多情吧
或許是我夜晚不甘寂寞吧
或許所有是我想太多了吧
夠了!
或許我真的變成了瘋子吧
呵呵~
*
如果可以的話
如果…
天呀!
我該不會想延伸如果吧!
真無聊
唉~
這就是有時候的劉小崇
愛做無聊的事情
尤其是一個人的時候
(真想把他幹掉)
(免得繼續如果)
(誰知道接下來)
(延伸還有+我想+希望+我是+期待…)
(快)
(把他幹掉~)
*
沒有簡訊的日子
我依然是想念著他~
有股衝動想對他說…
(~無期限待續~)

沒有簡訊的日子

9月的最後第二天
他沒有寫簡訊給我
異鄉的他還好吧?
*
真的嗎?
腦海一直盤旋著他講的這句話
很喜歡聽他講話

已經有3天了吧
沒有他那溫柔的聲音
我的日子雖然還是一樣的過
但說穿了我還是希望他會打給我
但是
換來的只有空歡喜一場啦
突然感覺自己變成了望夫涯的女主角
苦苦的在等待奇蹟
奇蹟~
真的會發生在我和他之間嗎?
但愿如此吧!
因為這不是我一個人的造化
他應該也要有所行動啦~
真是沒良心的傢伙
電話也打不通
沒把我放在眼裡心裡腦裡嘴裡
啦啦裡裡~裡裡啦啦~啦裡啦裡…
(我怎麼了?有點被刺激了?還是毒癮發作?)
*
或許星期五晚上有節目吧
或許他今天真的很忙錄吧
或許他故意要讓我緊張吧
或許他今天想對我放假吧
或許他累得已經睡著了吧
或許他享受著他的孤單吧
或許他遇見了另一個他吧
或許是我要求的太多了吧
或許是我自己小題大作吧
或許是我喜歡天馬行空吧
或許是我討厭孤獨感覺吧
或許是我自己攢牛角尖吧
或許是我期望的太多了吧
或許是我自己自作多情吧
或許是我夜晚不甘寂寞吧
或許所有是我想太多了吧
夠了!
或許我真的變成了瘋子吧
呵呵~
*
如果可以的話
如果…
天呀!
我該不會想延伸如果吧!
真無聊
唉~
這就是有時候的劉小崇
愛做無聊的事情
尤其是一個人的時候
(真想把他幹掉)
(免得繼續如果)
(誰知道接下來)
(延伸還有+我想+希望+我是+期待…)
(快)
(把他幹掉~)
*
沒有簡訊的日子
我依然是想念著他~
有股衝動想對他說…
(~無期限待續~)

Friday, September 29, 2006

他也開始寫故事了

2006年9月28日
下午19點12分
我收到了他的簡訊
一個從香港來的簡訊
*
這幾天為自己寫了一系列的心情故事
有機會才和你分享
獻上深深的祝福
想著你
:-p
*
還有不到一個星期
他就會回馬來西亞了
(如果沒有意外需多逗留的話)
其實我還蠻期待這一天的到來
這幾天
開始慢慢的適應他不在的日子
不過心裡還是有想著他
只是沒有跟他說
這幾天
電話因為還沒有繳付金額
因此被切了
這幾天
都沒有在打電話
其實也不錯
讓自己多一點空間
*
不知道他在那邊還過的好不好
希望一切都安康吧
我想他也開始習慣了吧
畢竟都這麼多天了
我相信他的能力啦
其實
我只想讓他知道
我會在這默默的為他加油
等到他回來的那一天
*
他也開始寫故事了
真期望他跟我分享他在香港的一點一滴
真希望他跟我細訴他的喜怒哀樂
真盼望他那溫暖的雙手牽著我
真渴望他那溫柔的聲音在我耳邊
讓我全心全意的依靠在他胸懷
讓我陶醉在他的懷抱
*
他也開始寫故事了
不知道他會寫些什麼呢?
關於他自己的故事
他的心情
不知道他會寫些什麼
有沒有關於我呢?
劉小崇
有些事是不能強求的哦
就算他沒有寫關於你
也要迎著笑臉
因為
他的這些過失
會在以後的日子
補回給你的!
*
真的嗎?
好久沒有聽他說這句話了
想起來還真懷念
真的嗎?

Thursday, September 28, 2006

不說

我永遠不會知道如果你什麼都不說
朋友以上戀人未滿
我會每天打開這扇窗
是一朵雲飄洋過海也好
是一片燦爛陽光也好
我都還是在期待

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

距離


應該
不喜歡
那個叫著
距離的東西
*
我曾經有一段長距離戀愛
因為我說服我自己去相信
我一定做得到
他也會為我做到
但是偏偏有些事情是我沒有辦法掌控的
我開始懷疑
因為他變了
我感覺到

他卻否認了
好啦
台灣畢業回來
兩個星期過後
我們分手了
因為
我們之間多了一個人
所以我選擇離開
這已經是一年前的事了
所以
我討厭
那個叫著
距離的東西
*
我開始控制我自己對他的過分思念
因為
我感覺到
距離又讓我
不知所措
我沒有怪他
因為他在總公司
我相信工作的壓力也不小吧
我只希望
我的相信
是正確的
我還跟他說
那等他回來過後
我可以幫他按摩嗎?
但~
他卻沒有回答我
*
我不想責問他了
因為
我開始沒有把握了
距離又讓我
開始擔心
我自己
失去

觀后感:穿著PRADA的惡魔

回到家之後
我的心情還是那麼的亢奮
就因為一部電影
穿著PRADA的惡魔(The Devil Wear Prada)
演員的精銳演出
故事的緊湊度
鏡頭的運用
戲碼的串場
轉場的連貫性
簡至是讓人透不過氣來
*
還記得在兩年前
看了一部我很喜歡的電影
愛是您 愛是我LOVE ACTUALL
六條故事線
平行穿插的天衣無縫
搞笑
溫馨
歡樂
是一部聖誕節的電影
兩年後的今天
又出現一部我很喜歡的電影
一個尖酸刻薄的老女人
一個充滿憧憬的畢業生
華麗與平庸
高尚與樸素
從有所選擇到沒有選擇
到最後自己的選擇
整部電影不單單只是電影那麼簡單
它讓人看了之後
對生命有所深思
對工作有所平衡
對生活有所憧憬
這就是電影的影響力了
當然
其背後所隱藏的潛意
是那麼的有魅力
對了
還有值得一提的就是
我想這部片子的原聲帶
應該也是值得收藏的吧
如果
有朋友約我去看這部電影的話
我想我還是會再次的走進戲院
解讀他那更深一層的涵義吧
*電影介紹在樓下~

Monday, September 25, 2006

水弟他來過

2006.09.25 水弟他來過
原本想在留言處回回他
可是公司的網路
就是不讓我進去
所以只好把它搬到桌面來
攤開來講
*
朋友以上,戀人未滿
喜歡你這句話
因為你說中了我的心
不管是過去的還是現在的
都是讓我那么的刻苦銘心
*
有誰沒有在感情路上跌跌撞撞
我不是不敢去愛
只是我害怕而不想
但有敵不過那籠罩的寂寞心靈
*
最近也很喜歡一首歌
張韶涵的歌
隱形的翅膀
就是不知道為什么
聽起來
感覺自己真的有隱形的翅膀
悠悠躍躍觸動我心
*
水弟 水弟 水弟 水弟
不要叫我小崇哥啦
有點嘔心
我知道你嘔心良苦
嘔心力作…
被你這么一叫
還真讓我摔了一跤
*
slepwalter在空氣是陌生的說-**
小崇哥,看了你近日来的部落格,
看得我充满感慨。
不懂你是不是在爱的路上跌跌撞撞、
还是你之前的的那段感情伤害了你,
现在的你不敢去爱了。
为什么会不敢去爱呢?
我不清楚你和他之间的事,不能多加评语。
你们会不会是处在“朋友以上,恋人未满”的状态上呢?
虽然我们的爱是属于禁忌的爱,
可是爱不能因为是禁忌的爱而不能爱呀,不敢去爱呀!
爱就像是一把两刃刀,会在适当的时候伤害自己、伤害对方。
被之前的爱伤了又怎样?现在来的爱并不代表会伤了你呀!
现在的你如果渴望被爱,
就应该像在沙漠快渴死的人见了绿洲般扑过去。
纵使里有饥饿的豺狼、蟒蛇,为了你要的爱,
就应该不顾一切的去要了。
即使结果不是那么的完美,起码你也爱过了一回,对吗?
去吧,小崇哥,要主动地去要你要的东西。
飞蛾扑火是多么浪漫的一件事啊!

在時間與空間不同步的我

我真是大頭
設立了這個部落格一年多了
最近還興趣勃勃的學人寫起網路日記
既然在昨天才發現
我的部落格的日期
卻是比我現實生活慢了一天
原來我一直都是和布落格脫軌
怎麼辦
研究了很久都還找不到讓時間與空間同步的玄關
有誰可以打救我呢?
*
昨天(不是,如果是根據布落格時間是今天)
我開始上課了
回來馬來西亞一年
回顧這一年裡面我在工作上得到了些什麼
是時後為自己的前途
作出有所的改變了
至於是什麼課
可以說是人生激勵課程
也可以說是錢途管理課程
又或者可以說是生活提升課程
究竟是怎樣的課
等我上完有了成果
再和大家分享吧
*
人總是會因為某些事情
而執作
有時候還真的是需要
或許就那麼一點點的想通
轉個灣
很多事情都會變得不一樣
*
我不想像我的“老闆”那樣
活到一把年級
還是個沒有開包的婆娘
(我想送給你,你也應該不要的啦!因為~真的啃不下)
以為自己很雅皮
其實一點都不會
曾經有朋友告訴我
(*沒有跟他講過話的朋友)
當看他的後面就討厭到他的前面上下左右
嘩~殺傷力真的有那麼強嗎
所以我想我是時後要改變了
我不想以後變成他那樣
變成一個
超級無敵芭樂大塊的沙皮狗
*
不好意思啦
有時候說話就點到為止
搞不好他也在看我的部落格
不過我還是要聲明
不要對號入座哦
因為這裡不買票的啦~

叫床~電話拉

昨天早上的一個morning call
讓我一天都心情愉快
希望在遠方的他
此時此刻
可以感覺到我在想他
雖然他只會說
有一點點想我
是的
我也知道我不能用我的想念來換取
他同等的想念

我會很高興
如果
他說
我真的好想你哦
*
今天早上
他沒有給我電話
所以我遲到了
我太依賴了

相信

當遇到不顺心的时候,相信自己才能坚持过去!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

偉忠的電郵Get a life

朋友
我知道你用心
用心的想扶我一把
謝謝你
你所說的
雖然是那短短的幾句
但你所說的
確是觸動了我的心
我也很想讓我自己活得更堅強
但是
有時就是少了那一張手
我真的很沒用
*
希望你不會介意我把你的留言
成為我布落格的一部份
我真的不知道該說些什麼是好
此時此刻的心情就只有感激
*
Dear Ah Worm,
*
I read your blog ...
don't cry my friend ...
hope I was beside you that time to hug you to comfort you ...
hope my shoulder will be useful for you ...
*
here is some of my personal feeling,
my "true word" for you ... please forgive me for my bad language ...
but hope it will help you ...
*
Well ...
Live ... is difficult ... cold ... lonely & full of sadness !!!
We come to this world alone ...
and we go alone ...
The first day we are born, we cried loudly!
Because we sense the coldness and sadness in this world ...
Because we know the journey ahead is painful and lonely
Regardless who are around you ...
Regardless how many friends you have ...
Some part of the journey of life ...
we have to walk alone; we have to faced and fight it ourselves ...
When the time come, if we give up ...
we will stuck there forever ... ever and ever ....
*
Family, Lover & Friends only can provide support ...
guidance ...
but you will stuck if you don't come out ...
I am sure you have many-many friends ...
if not, I am there for you ...
if you need a shoulder ...
Speak out is good ...
like your article in blog ...
*
You always mention ...
"is time for you to wake-up; is time for you to rearrange your life and mood" ...
But i see your repeat few times ... months ...
Have you?
*
Wake-up my friend!
Grow up my dear! Get a life ...
get what you want ...
*
Even you have a lover ...
life become bright ...
But for how long ...
You can't always just live in his circle ...
under his shadow ...
Then both of you life become color ...
but not colorfulBecause just his color ...
without your color ...
*
Again ... get a life ...
get something you want ...
When you have a lover, you can paint some of your color to his life ....
*
..... he go outstation again ....
Guess he is someone you have some feeling
towards but have not come to the stage ...
Maybe waiting for some "acknowledgement" from him ...
You are really hunger for lover ...
But hope you don't rush for it ...
Get to know him first ...
until you are sure he is "the one" ...
Done drop a forest because of a tree....
*
..... feeling deep inside a outstation guy .....
When I see friends flying here and there ...
i envy ...Why not me ...
*
When I have the chance ...
I feel excited!When I am out ...
I see new things ...
I meet new friends ...
However, just for short period ...
Because I just pass by ...
Because "they" have their circle if life ...
and we are not in the circle ...
Something always missing ....
Perhaps ...
warmness from family and friendships is missing ....
Perhaps ...
I didn't give out my warmness because knowing to leave soon ...
Perhaps ...
I cannot get something suitable ...
Perhaps ...
missing someone like you ...
Slowly ...
I feel home is the best place ...
Slowly ...
Waiting to leave become nightmare ...
The happiest day in the trip ...
departing to home ...
* Keep in touch ... My friend ... my buddy ...
hope the above helps ... and not bored you ...
*
Warmest Regards,With Loves,... Wai Chong ...

在異鄉的人VS原諒我

剛剛去看了你在我部落格的留言
可能是你用英文來表達的關係吧
讓我不是很能感受到你的內心世界
但卻略知多少你的心情
*
一個人在異鄉
那種寂寞的心情
其實也不好過
一個人走在熱鬧的街上
心裡其實是孤單的
我明白
這何況不是我剛到台灣的心情嗎
*
空氣是陌生的
*
昨天晚上
半夜驚醒
只因為他不在身邊
收到他給我的簡訊
我知道
一個人在異鄉的滋味是不好過
我回了簡訊給他
其實你並不孤單
因為我的心在你那邊
無論是你走在熱鬧的街頭
還是一個人吃飯
我的思念都在你的身邊
加油哦!
*
昨天晚上你喝醉了
可以了解你的心情的那麼的掙扎
那麼的不安
今天早上通電話的時候你也沒說
我是在看了你在布落格的留言
才知道你喝醉了
你寫了很多
都是關於你的心情
*
試問有誰不怕
在感情世界成為愛情敗將
有誰不怕一次又一次的被傷害
有誰不知道喜歡一個人是辛苦的
有誰不會為愛情牽腸掛肚
有誰不會為情所困
但是
如果只想著過去曾經如何被傷害
那世界上不幸的人還真多
*
我開始調適自己的心態
開始學會冷靜
我不想因為再一次被傷害
試問我到目前為止
幾段戀情的開始與結束
我覺得一次就夠了
我也曾經被傷得很深
所以現在我開始會害怕
害怕再次成為情場敗將
*
我也害怕
眼前的他
離我而去
雖然至今
我們還沒有任何承諾
但我真的好想好想
可以有雙溫暖的手
牽著我
一起走下去
*
原諒我的無知
原諒我的冒昧
原諒我的行動
原諒我的孩子氣
原諒我…
喜歡上你

空氣是陌生的

昨天和朋友吃過午飯後
到書局走了一趟
回想起上一次逛書店應該是一年前了
那時人還在台灣
還記得有幾次獨自一個人步行到誠品
一個人走在台北熱鬧的街頭
穿梭在車水馬龍之間
其實還真有點空虛的說
我喜歡誠品
它總讓人家找到一種歸屬
24小時不停的為城市人提供一個避風港
我家雖然住在誠品的不遠處(步行20分鐘內)
但有時心情不好的時候
還是會自己一個人
從仁愛路三段轉進忠孝東路
然後順著忠孝東路直走
經過了SOGO再轉進敦南路往前
誠品敦南店就會出現在眼前了
*
他曾經對我說過
當你孤單時你會想起誰
今天在大眾書局就看到了這一本
結合文字與音樂的書
就有股衝動的把它買下來了
也不知道為什麼
就是想買
也許這又是化學起了作用吧
*
朋友問我
我真的是那麼缺愛嗎?
不要一時的衝動而讓自己受傷
我也不知要如何答他
我遲疑了一下
還是選擇沒有回答
我心在想
如果我不抓緊機會
那可能會錯失了這個機會
同樣的我也希望他能夠明白這一點
當兩個人的磁場開始產生一點變化
那就要懂得去抓緊機會
因為我們都不知道
玄中的化學作用會產生什麼效果
我也想說
過去的傷害並不是現在的參考版本
雖然人受傷了就會對愛情的憧憬有所提防
但沒有試過又怎麼知道答案呢?
我不想再一次的對愛情有所執著
對我來說
沒有機會或是得不到的
我會引用我拍過的電影的一句文案
愛情
如果真的不能愛
就寧可不要也不要傷害彼此
*
空氣是陌生的
*
這句話
就好像我的心情一樣
我所呼吸著的每一刻
都是那麼的陌生

我並不會因為如此
而放棄自己
只想對你說
把過去拋在腦後
珍惜你眼前所擁有的吧
加油哦~

電影:The Devil Wears Prada 穿著Prada的惡魔


中文片名:穿著Prada的惡魔
英文片名:The Devil Wears Prada
長度:1 Hrs 49 Mins
國別:美國
類型:喜劇、劇情
導演:David Frankel【慾望城市】大衛法蘭科
編劇:Aline Brosh McKenna(愛你無法度)、唐魯斯 Don Roos(完美結局)
演員:梅莉史翠普 Meryl Streep(春心蕩漾)、安娜海瑟威 Anne Hathaway(斷背山)、史丹利杜奇 Stanley Tucci(非法正義)、賽門貝克 Simon Baker(活屍禁區)
發行公司:福斯
製片預算 / 全美票房:3500萬 / 1億2203萬(10週)
英文官方網站:devilwearspradamovie.com/
中文官方網站:foxmovies.com.tw/prada/

劇情簡介:《RUNWAY》雜誌是紐約時尚界聖經,總編米蘭達(梅莉史翠普飾演)在時尚界呼風喚雨,但為求成功也掀起無數腥風血雨,誰也不能阻攔她的成功,包括菜鳥助理。只要稍有自尊的人,絕對無法在她手下工作,可是進入《RUNWAY》又是所有對時尚有熱情的年輕紐約女孩最大的夢想。
剛畢業的社會新鮮人安德莉亞(安海瑟薇飾演),憑著西北大學的漂亮履歷,進入《RUNWAY》位於曼哈頓總部辦公室。但是她的時尚品味可一點都不漂亮,儘管D&G和DKNY傻傻分不清楚,不服輸的她還是接下工作,準備擔任米蘭達的助理。這名從頭到腳全是Prada的女士,將為她的人生帶來最殘酷的考驗。
漸漸地,安德莉亞讓自己融入米蘭達要求的氣質和形象,很短時間裡,她學會了這一行說話的模樣身段及行事方法,穿上Manolo Blahnik走起路來精神奕奕。只是,當她越嫻熟米蘭達所在世界的遊戲規則,她也發現這其實是一個表面上精彩華麗但其實很孤獨的世界,作了那麼大的犧牲才能換得這樣人人稱羨的成功,值得嗎?米蘭達失去的是什麼?安德莉亞靠自己找到她的答案。
原著雄踞《紐約時報》暢銷書榜超過半年,全球翻譯多達27國語言,同名電影【穿著PRADA的惡魔】今秋將全面橫掃影壇及時尚圈。影后梅莉史翠普將展露精湛演技出演冷面時尚王牌總編輯,而安海瑟薇則要在片中72 變美麗達人。熱門影集《慾望城市》服裝設計師為全片設計造型再度引爆話題。本片全美首週末票房突破2700萬美金,媒體佳評如潮。

Saturday, September 23, 2006

他今天又出國了

有一句話說到
短暫的分開是為了下一次的相遇
但是如果是給一從未見過面的人
這說法可以成立嗎?
*
昨天剛剛從新加坡出差回來馬來西亞
今天又飛往香港出差
有時還真羨慕可以到處飛來飛去的人
但是
也因為這樣
我們無法見面
*
從今天開始開始倒數
想未來的兩個星期
應該是很難熬吧
不知道他在香港會不會也有同樣的心情呢?
*
我承認我有時會像個小孩
喜歡賴床
愛發脾氣
很敏感
不夠體諒
但這不就是我嗎
我覺得只要我不變本加厲
適當的孩子氣
不也是種情趣嗎?
就好像他一樣
給我的感覺體貼中又帶點孩子氣
說話每次都口是心非
有時還真把我搞得團團轉
這或許也是種情趣吧!
*
呵呵~我總是習慣的問他
有沒有想我?
回想過來我還真有點白痴
連他都開始質疑我了
說我每次都問
對啦
一點新鮮感都沒有
一種東西吸收多了也會溺吧
何況是同一句話
*
今天的心情有點低落
不知道是不是他又要出國了
雖然他在上飛機之前
兌現他的承諾
給我打了個電話
但是我現在又開始在想他了
*
劉小崇
是時候調整一下自己的心情了
因為
我開始覺得有點不明不白
因為
我是個不想拖泥帶水的人
因為
我很不確定所有的所有
因為
他沒有很明顯的告訴我
因為
我笨啦~

距離越遠 思念就越深

人家常說
中毒越深毒癮就更難解
才不過是那麼的一天
我就開始
毒癮發作
*
思念是種煎熬
牽掛是種折磨
我是一個不能獨居的人
因為我始終相信
人是不能離群而生活的
一生中我想最幸福的事
不過是有個人能夠陪你走到最後
渴望著他那溫暖的體溫
盼望著他那保暖的雙手
期待著他那溫柔的聲音
等待著他那熱情的擁抱
*
昨天晚上我哭了
距離越遠 思念就越深
思念越深 我的心也開始慌了
劉小崇
生命中如果沒有愛情這回事
也許你就不會這麼辛苦了
*
孤獨的人在孤獨的夜里
獨自哼著屬於自己的夜.憂.歌

四寶

有些人就是有收集所謂屬於自己的寶物
這個世界上
什麼奇怪的東西都有
每個人喜歡的東西也許都不一樣
你…又會為自己收集些什麼屬於你自己的呢?
*
我其實應該沒有算收集些什麼的人
但我會記得
身邊有個人
他收集~
1) 小叮噹
小叮噹可以說是家喻戶曉的卡通人物
我的童年也是有小叮噹的陪伴哦
但是你對小叮噹的了解又知多少呢?
不妨到小叮噹的資料網站瀏覽一下唄~
2) 可口可樂
可口可樂的歷史你有沒有聽過?
在早期 可口可樂是用來治病的
但流傳至今 可口可樂除了成為人們的最愛飲料
也成為人們的收藏品
在網路發現了這個超吊的的網站
正所謂可口可樂為生活加樂
台灣官方網站可口可樂~
3) Hard Rock T恤
世界各地都有Hard Rock Café
這已然是項基本常識
1971年自英國倫敦發跡
僅僅30餘載 四小龍五大洲七大工業國…
全世界總計70多家連鎖餐廳日不落地營運中
台灣台北以前也有
但現在已經沒有了
還真有點可惜~
想知道關於Hard Rock的周邊商品
請瀏覽Rock Shop
4) 名牌內褲
呃~這個收集品還真有點冷門
或許世界上有很多人也有這種嗜好
我不知道
但我覺得內褲其實也是一門很深的學問
從設計,剪裁,布貲到穿在身上的舒服度和可觀度
往往就是會發出一些些又那麼一點點的微妙
或許
有研究內褲的你
應該可以說
內褲讓你感覺一種
慾望
性感
色誘
奢華
激情
就像一場可以期待的艷遇!
透視屬於男人的內在美

電影:You, Me and Dupree

看過預告,會讓人覺得這是一部純娛樂搞笑的電影
讓人直接聯想是一部笑鬧劇
這都是為了吸引觀眾進入戲院捧場的噱頭吧!
看了整部電影之後
是覺得劇情是跟生活息息相關
但總覺得整部電影還是缺少了些什麼的
總之在哈哈大笑過後
我們不都還是要繼續面對生活中的挑戰嗎?

中文片名:新婚奧客
英文片名:You, Me and Dupree
國別:美國
類型:喜劇
導演:Anthony Russo, Joe Russo(各顯神通)
編劇:Mike LeSieur
演員:歐文威爾森 Owen Wilson(婚禮終結者)、凱特哈德森 Kate Hudson(絕配冤家)、麥特狄倫 Matt Dillon(衝擊效應)、麥克道格拉斯 Michael Douglas(特務辦囍事)
發行公司:環球
英文官方網站:YouMeandDupree.com
中文官方網站:uip.com.tw/ymad/
劇情簡介:
幾乎每個人都有一個像杜痞這種厚臉皮,老是搞不清狀況,只愛玩樂不愛工作的好朋友。
【新婚“奧”客】一片描述度完蜜月後的新婚夫妻卡爾和茉莉回到家之後,發現杜痞竟然因為沒像老闆請假就去夏威夷參加他們的婚禮被開除,更慘的是,他失業後頓時失去車子和公寓,淪落到要在常去的酒吧睡行軍床。他的死黨卡爾看到他這副窘狀於心不忍,於是好心答應收容他,讓他在他和新婚太太茉莉的新家住幾天,結果厚臉皮的杜痞竟然毫不客氣、死皮賴臉地賴在他家,怎麼趕也趕不走。茉莉一開始非常討厭卡爾這個邋裡邋遢,喜歡裸睡,把他們家搞得天翻地覆的豬朋狗友,但是她逐漸發現杜痞其實也有善解人意、風趣幽默、討人喜歡的一面,於是開始把他當成好友看待。但是在這同時,卡爾卻因為在工作上受到身為他上司的岳父的百般刁難,心情鬱卒到極點,回到家又看到新婚老婆和賴在家裡的厚臉皮好友成為麻吉,於是開始懷疑杜痞想要搶走他的老婆,而這場看似完美的婚姻也瀕臨破碎的邊緣,這時候反而是杜痞發揮他樂心助人的一面,挽救了卡爾和茉莉的婚姻,同時也發現自己的優點,成為一個人見人愛的大好人。
【新婚“奧”客】一片是長期製作合作夥伴史考特史塔柏和瑪莉派倫特合組的史塔柏/派倫特製作公司的創業作品,導演則是執導【各顯神通】一片的兄弟檔安東尼羅素及喬羅素。其它的幕後工作人員包括執行製片邁可佛崔洛(【美麗蹺家人】)、艾倫凱普蘭和西恩裴隆;攝影指導查爾斯明斯基(【流行教母】);剪接師彼得艾利斯(【小鎮疑雲】)和黛博拉尼爾費雪(【國家寶藏】);美術指導貝瑞羅賓森(【婚禮終結者】);配樂師洛夫肯特(【賴家王老五】);音樂總監蘭道波斯特(【搖滾教室】);服裝設計師凱倫派琪(【絕配冤家】)。

Thursday, September 21, 2006

電影:四大天王(The Heavenly Kings)

有點無理頭的電影
嚴格上應該是說紀錄片
有點諷刺
有點悶
有點無聊拉...
這純粹是我的個人看法拉~

四大天王(The Heavenly Kings)
導演: 吳彥祖(Daniel Wu)
主演: 陳子聰(Conroy Chan), 連凱(Andrew Lin), 吳彥祖(Daniel Wu), 尹子維(Terence Yin)
片種: 喜劇
通過貼身追訪陳子聰、連凱、尹子維、吳彥祖,<四大天王>將會披露香港明星工廠不為人知的一切。採用零距離的拍攝方式,這齣紀錄片巨細無遺地呈現ALIVE的興衰:四個原本有頭有面的明星,踩過界進入歌壇組成一隊亞洲男孩樂隊,將不能變成可能。由拜師學唱歌、跳舞到度橋如何推銷自己,整個過程將毫無保留的展現在這齣豁出去的電影中。<四大天王>將會帶你經歷一個瘋狂的爆笑旅程,暢遊娛樂工業王國的群巒山峰和曲徑洞天。這到底是真實還是ALIVE的戲說式觀點?請觀眾自決。

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

毒‧解藥

我哭了
*
可能是最近一直在壓抑自己的情緒
結果我哭了
我既然在一個從來沒有見過面的人
透過電話
我哭了
突然之間
我覺得我好無助
我也變得好脆弱
只想找個肩膀
好讓我安安靜靜的哭一場
可是我卻在沒有肩膀的扶持下
抽蓄的哭了起來
我真的好沒用
想起來還真的臭弊了
我既然可以自然流露出我內心的苦水
不過也好
還算是真情流露
有時候覺得有些事情
能夠說出來總比藏在心底
來得輕鬆
這也許是一種情緒舒發
又或者是一種對對方的信任吧
*
童年
*
本以為我是一個沒有童年的小孩
打蛋珠 抓迷藏 盪秋千 踢球
我都沒有

這看法太過主觀了
在這個世界上活著比我心酸的小孩
卻遠遠多過我的不快樂
當我知道他小時後就得幫家人做生意
頓時有種說不出的內疚
原來我還算是幸福的那一個
我知道
那時的心情是我這種溫室小花沒辦法體會的
我好想去安慰他
但卻不知如何開口
反正
童年 都已經成為往事
就把他當著是人生成長的比經階段吧
*
當你孤單的時候你會想起誰
*
我心裡第一個想起的人就是他
也不知道為什麼
從他的身上
我就是有一種安全感的呵護罩
讓我在受傷的時候
安撫我
讓我在無助的時候
扶著我
讓我在寂寞的時候
陪伴我
反之
當他孤單的時候他會想起誰
他說暫是還沒有人選
這也對拉
我又不是他什麼人
所以沒有資格去要求他想我
但 我卻在想
如果我是他的什麼人
他還會覺得孤單的話
這...問題也就出現了
所以
真不知該是喜還是憂好
反正
這也不是人與人之間的慣例
當我想他的時候
他一定要想我
*
你在想什麼?
*
我想找個人來陪
找個人來呵護我 疼我 愛我
分享我的一切 我的快樂 我的不快樂
我的成就 我的榮譽
我想找個人來陪
當睡覺的時候有人可以抱
賴床的時候有人可以叫床
疲勞的時候可以幫忙按摩
睡前有人跟你說寶貝晚安
天亮起床可以獲得一個吻
半夜作夢有個肩膀可以靠
天氣轉涼一起窩在棉被里
我想找個人來陪
十指緊扣走完人生的旅程
*
矛盾
*
一旦被蛇咬十年怕草繩
曾經愛得很深
卻被傷害過
往往都學會更加保護自己
一個人的生活是不甘寂寞
外面的世界有多麼的漂亮
總覺得自己沒有辦法參與其盛
但因為感性勝於理性
卻想回歸愛情的懷抱
談一場轟轟烈烈的戀愛
但卻害怕再次被傷害
而開始退縮
當一個人的時候
總希望有個人來陪
當遇上愛情的時候
卻顧慮過去的事情會不會重演
人在一生中
有多少次的愛回溫
這是沒有一個標準答案的
*
習慣
*
當一件事情不停的重複著
久而久之你就會開始習慣了
就好像等待簡訊一樣
當他的簡訊回復率越來越底的時候
慢慢的也會開始習慣了
習慣不再等待他的簡訊回復
習慣不再埋怨他的音訊全無
這也不是人類的本性嗎?
但是卻又敵不過不甘心
還是會希望有奇蹟的出現!
*
康康有青春痘嗎?
*
如果一個人的成功是要靠長相的話
那康康還算長的不錯啦!
他主持的節目有人知道
他出過唱片有人知道
他好色有人知道
他愛耍賴有人知道
他現在有沒有長青春痘 這我就不知道
我是想說
人在認真的時候 是最有吸引了的
人在可愛的時後 是最得寵的
人與人之間的化學作用
不僅在於樣貌
其中還包括不能理解的副作用
*
中毒
*
常聽人說
吸毒會上癮
沒試過的人是不會了解
當毒癮發作的那一刻
真的有如生不如死的感覺嗎?
我想我有點輕微的中毒了
因為他在我的心藏下了毒
一天一點的下
當我發覺的時候
我已經逃不過那只有他有解藥的
陳愛
家心
俊毒

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

夢‧掙扎

最近常在做夢
每次醒來都分不清是真實世界還是夢
昨天我又夢見了他
不知道是不是日有所思夜有所夢
我夢見了他
那種感覺好像很靠近但又很疏遠
我真的搞不清楚
他總讓我抓拿不住
一會兒輕輕的在我耳邊
細說他的故事
一會兒卻遠遠的讓我凝視着他
我究竟是怎么了
昨天
在夢里
他對我說
要遲到了 我也該出門了
寶貝 來 親一個。。。
那是多么的靠近
也就在這個時候
我醒了
看看床頭的鬧鐘
清晨5點多
在半夢半醒之中
還回味着他的體溫
結果~
我又開始賴床了
*
其實很想告訴你
我喜歡聽你的聲音
*
我也不知道我算不算是個長情的人
總在不知不覺中想起他曾經對我說過的話
最近有在看他的網路日記
他寫的東西都很深奧
深奧的連我自己都分不清楚
故事中的主角是不是我
我開始迷惑了
我開始搞不清楚 也越來越不了解他
究竟我在他的心目中
還是不是像以前他所說的那樣。。。
看了他在9月15日所寫的日記
他說:
最近你問我"如果啊你所說的都是真的你知道嗎我也會為你做一切的"有時我知道我對你不夠好有時我知道我亂說話(呵呵)對不起啦~但我保証,dear我向你保証..當藍色的夜晚出現在我臉上宇宙最深的黑喑處當只有我獨自與星光為舞時,你是我唯一的愛所以啊,不用擔心,buddy我的心早已為你封印囉而且沒有人可以帶走我的心因為我答應你的你叫我的聲音在夢裡出現而我的愛比你想像中的還堅強哦~~
9月17日他說:
從開始到現在,我們彼此分享著我們心底的言語我們在我們的世界裡不停著旋轉著,只有你知道我在想什麼自從我牽著你的手那一天起,我對你的愛就開始不斷的成長...你總是好像懂我一樣知道我在想什麼我要一直愛你走到永遠我也要做你最好最好的朋友我要分享的好與不好我就要在你身邊當你一個人我不在你身邊時不要難過也不要害怕我會將我的愛給你就如往常一樣的啊和你說說話,當你我戀愛時抱著你當你,當你心情不好時和你分享分一刻我要讓你看到我做的一切因為我想信我會在你身上找到奇蹟的...
*
看了他寫的東西
心里的想法是
他說的人是我嗎?
不然
他就是有了新的對象
我開始掙扎了
過去他曾經對我如此
所以我覺得那人是我
但最近我們好像沒有這樣的交流
所以我覺得那個人不是我
是我太傻了嗎?
回來馬來西亞1年了
每當要去面對一段新感情時
都會覺得對他愧疚
因為我放不下他
所以每段感情都曇花一現
從我身邊消失
*
最近我遇到一個人
他給我的感覺又好像跟你有點相似
我知道我不能這樣說
因為對他卻是很不公平
因為愛情不能作比較
因為你們是兩個不同人
*
我開始掙扎了
也許因為距離的關系
此時我的心
卻是想念着離我比較近的那個
因為
也許只有他可以借出他的肩膀
讓我安靜的流淚
但是
目前的他
也不在我身邊
還真有點難過

Monday, September 18, 2006

我和他的故事

故事是這樣開始的…
一般上聽人家講故事
都會從故事的起源講起
故事是這樣開始的…
2006年9月份的某一天
日期…忘了
時間…忘了
地點…應該是在各自的家吧
道具…現代人應該不能缺少的手機
服務…Maxis vs Digi
人物…28歲的讀者 + 25歲的求醫者
經紀公司…生活電視
*
故事是這樣開始的…
你好,可以認識你嗎?
嗯...那就請自介吧!
(內容不就是一般的那一種唄)
可以更詳細的介紹嗎?
我今年25歲 身高165 體重60 住XX
畢業於台灣 主修廣電 目前的工作是XX
不喜歡吃辣 砂拉越人 我爸是客家人 我媽是福州人
他們都講福建
目前我是單身 享受自由無拘束 但卻不甘寂寞
你呢?
我叫讀者 
28歲 華人 身高173 體重65 住XX
*
我還記得
故事是這樣開始的…
你說
人最性感的聲音是剛起床後的那把聲音
人最可愛的模樣是剛起床後的那個模樣
或許
故事是這樣開始的…
因為這兩句話起了化學作用
作用1:
我賴床了
作用2:
我回了你的簡訊
作用3:
我接了你的電話
作用4:
我開始對你 有點印象 而且這個印象 
不潛卻又還不深
*
故事是這樣開始的…
*
今天我生病了
我已經很努力的想把這故事寫完
但我的身體真的快虛脫了
腦袋昏昏欲睡
雙手雙腳麻痺
視線有點模糊
為什麼...
這個時候的他
還沒有給我電話!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

喜歡VS談戀愛

成長是每個人都需要經過的過程
人慢慢長大的時候
對很多事情的看法都會有所改變
就好像說
*
以前
會覺得
喜歡一個人就以為一定要跟他在一起
兩個人一起生活
一起看電影
一起吃飯
一起逛街
每天都過這幸福快樂的日子
久而久之
人開始慢慢的張大了
許多天真無邪的想法已經不存在
人也開始慢慢的沒有以前的單純
也許是經歷的存集
足以讓自己對愛情的看法有所改觀
*
現在
會覺得
喜歡一個人不一定是要在一起
因為
顧慮開始多了
兩個人要在一起
還得考慮
性格+生活方式+喜好+態度+語言+程度+文化+教育+內涵+教養等等
所以說
感覺並不是有就可以
因為
兩個人在一起
所有的東西都要結合
互相照應互相體諒
*
總而言之
目前我是處在矛盾的狀況
單身
過著自由自在的生活
但往往卻抵不過寂寞的難耐
想找個愛人來陪
*
會不會是他呢

Thursday, September 14, 2006

身體不舒服

昨天晚上開始吧
整個人感覺體力透支
有種想作嘔的感覺
又加上瀉肚子
整個人真的很累
回想起來我吃了什麼
早上喝了一杯美祿
中午去吃齋
下午喝了7-11最大杯的汽水…
看來已經有點頭緒了
應該是那杯汽水在作怪吧
真是的 又不是小孩子了
為什麼還那麼執作把整大杯汽水給喝下
算了…這就是貪心的報應
結果今天請了半天假
休養..休養…:P

電影:夜宴

在电影《夜宴》结尾处,
“婉后”章子怡以胜利者的姿态抚摩着手中的茜素红说:
“欲望只有让我成就了辉煌。”
此时,一支匕首从背后刺向了婉后的心脏,
惊恐诧异的她转过身要看看是谁,
而电影却在此时戛然结束,
留下一个大大的悬念。
“究竟是谁杀了章子怡?”
当记者向创作此结局的编剧盛和煜提出疑问时,
盛和煜幽默地表示:
“谁都可以杀死章子怡!
不交代真凶是谁,
是为了说明章子怡的被杀是一种命运的必然,
所有贪婪的欲望到最后都会导致毁灭!
这一结局是对全片故事的一次精神升华。”

中文片名:夜宴
英文片名:The Banquet
上映日期:2006/09
導演:馮小剛(大腕、天下無賊)
演員:章子怡(藝伎回憶錄)、葛優(大腕)、吳彥祖(四大天王)、周迅(如果愛)、黃曉明(神雕俠侶)
英文官方網站:http://www.thebanquetthemovie.com/
劇情簡介:先帝駕崩,太子巡遊在外。皇叔篡位並自封厲帝執掌朝政。
身為當朝太子後母卻又是與太子自小青梅竹馬的婉后迫於無奈,委身厲帝,
並希冀以此保太子周全。但是,剛剛得知父皇駕崩消息的太子,
卻在其竹海的伎館遭遇了一場生死之戰。
厲帝在誅殺太子的同時也在先皇的宮廷開始了排除異己確立皇權的屠殺。
婉后為求自保,在這場政治爭奪中成為了厲帝的幫兇,
同時對權力的企圖也在她心底日益萌生。
同時,被迫臣服於厲帝卻持有異心的還有太守殷太常。
殷太常之子殷隼乃是當朝虎將,其女青女更是早已許婚太子。
大勢所趨之下,識時務的殷太常開始阻止青女與太子交往,
並極力想在新的王朝確立自己的地位。誰料青女癡情於太子,並夢見太子回朝。
當太子無鸞出現在婉后面前,婉后抱住少年時的情人,仿若生死兩別。
但是無鸞一聲:「母后」將她殘酷的推開。
她不再是無鸞少年時習武的陪伴者,她不再是無鸞的後母;
此時,她將成為新的皇后,成就新的皇權,並以她昔日的身份和榮耀,
助篡位者猖。於是,這本該滅絕的王朝開始了一場新的混亂……

交朋友

最近可以說認識了不少的朋友
但是至于真正可以聊得來的并不多
一生中的尋尋覓覓
朋友有些擦肩而過
或許一些只有那一面之緣
有些久久都不聯絡一次
街上碰的着面也就哈拉幾句
甚至有些連電話都懶得打
簡訊也不會多一個
有時候無聊的翻閱自己儲存在手機的電話簿
有些簡直都沒有打過
更扯的是
有些是誰也忘了
身邊的朋友都會說
你朋友這么多
一定每天都很忙咯
是吧。。我想
你這么說也不就代表你其實也不是很了解我
“朋友”和真正的“交心朋友”有很大的差別
我想這點你不會反對吧
這段日子里
從不平衡的心態到開始復原
身邊的這班朋友是幫了我不少
所以呀
無論如何都好
*一面之交 *擦肩而過 *一夜之歡 *交心朋友 *不是很熟 *還蠻欣賞 *知道但不認識 *曾經認識 *有聊過天 *網友 *沒見過面的朋友 *臺灣+泰國+英國+澳州+香港+新加坡的朋友 *國中同學 *大學同學 *小學同學 *前愛人 *同事 *家人。。。
真奇怪
我寫這些干嗎?!
讓我想想
其實想說--
昨天去看夜宴首映的時候
既然變成我敘舊的日子
很意外的說
回來馬來西亞1年后都沒有見面的朋友
既然在人家的首映會上相遇
*Roth<雜志發行人>多年不見,謝謝你還記得我。希望以后有機會可以合作!
*劉彩玉<制作人>以前的同事,從我還沒有去臺灣念書之前就沒有見面了,還真沒想到既然會在電影首映會上碰面
*任海文<前新聞主播,撰稿人>應該是在“釋加牟尼佛傳”認識的吧!那時的他還是電視的新聞主播,現在已經沒有播新聞了,全程投入撰稿的生涯。
*惠冰+致良<編輯>從臺灣一起畢業回來后都沒有機會見面的同學
*Janet<家娛頻道>+Matthew<廣告創意>去臺灣之前就認識的朋友,還好一直都有通過MSN保持聯絡
*美玲<報業業務促進部>認識不久的朋友
*雪儀<本地中文電視臺>一個知道很久但最近才認識的朋友
*Nicholas<電臺+電視主持人>以前在訓練班認識的朋友
噗噗~開始想不起來還有誰了
呃~今天好像也寫的太多了
沒辦法咯
上司沒給我東西做
所以~
有好的介紹記得通知一聲吧
謝拉

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

問題

我越來越不喜歡這里
速度又慢
看照片又慢
常常出現問題。。。
不過。。我還是很喜歡這邊的版位
這個問題一直都存在我腦海里
只是真的不知道什么時候會關版

這里怎么說都是我在臺灣的所有回憶
還真舍不得的說

我累了

人生一路上會發生些什么事
是誰也沒辦法預料的事
最近的我也不知道是怎么了
對生活開始感覺灰暗
對朋友開始覺得無助
對工作開始覺得厭倦
把這些全部加起來
你覺得我的生命中有什么是活着的
我真的累了
沒有愛情讓我覺得我的生命是空白的
看來我還真是個不甘寂寞的男人
今天收到一個朋友的簡訊
他說
我以前的感情放不下
是因為有新的感情我不去接受
所以我往往會心不在焉
過去的感情只是回憶
應該把他藏在心底
接受和珍惜眼前的所有
這樣反而會過的開心點
也許他講得對
但是
回來馬來西亞之后不是沒有試着去接受
可是往往都在我接受后
我又開始變卦了
從脾氣、感覺、心態、性格
都一一的在轉變
有時候真不明白
在人生的路上兜兜轉轉尋尋覓覓
遇上了
可能是你喜歡的人 但他卻不喜歡你
則之
喜歡你的人 但你卻不喜歡他
噗噗~都是這樣的故事一直在重演
我真的累了

電影:Undiscovered

我覺得還不錯的一部電影
在馬來西亞不是每間電影院都有上
有機會可以去看看
.:: Undiscovered
Luke and Brier are in love. Top-model Brier’s star is rising while Luke’s falling although he is a talented singer and songwriter. Brier and her manager concoct a "hype" campaign to reignite Luke’s career. Soon big record labels and over-sexed supermodels are kicking down his door. Though she feels the heat with Luke, Brier won’t stand next in line to anyone’s career. Her one rule after a crazy fling with a philandering rock star is simple: never date musicians!
官網: http://www.undiscoveredfilm.com/main.html
中文片名:未經發現
英文片名:Undiscovered
導演:梅耶特•埃韋斯 Meiert Avis
主演:
佩爾•詹姆斯 Pell James    
史蒂文•斯崔特 Steven Strait    
奇普•帕度 Kip Pardue    
凱莉•費雪 Carrie Fisher    
艾希莉•辛普森 Ashlee Simpson
類型:喜劇/愛情
發行公司:獅門影業Lions Gate Films
北美上映日期:2005年8月26日
電影大意:
陰冷的冬日,紐約地鐵,平常的午後,一段不凡的浪漫開始…… 為了理想與生計四處奔波的流浪歌手盧克•法爾肯(斯蒂芬•斯特瑞特 飾)在匆忙擠向熙攘的車門時,一只手套掉落在車上,年輕貌美的模特布萊爾•塔基特(佩爾•詹姆斯 飾)撿了起來,急忙招呼車門外的盧克,列車即將起動,盧克只好將剩下的那只手套也扔給了布萊爾。兩只手套再次團聚,四目相對的瞬間,愛的種子已經悄然埋下,列車啟動了,割裂了二人的如電的目光,也許今後無緣再次相逢,每個人仍舊繼續著屬於自己的生活、追尋著各自的夢想,盧克想要成為一名唱作人,在洛杉磯的“薄荷夜總會”駐唱謀生;布萊爾的理想是當個演員,想當然地來到好萊塢尋夢。經紀人卡麗(卡麗•費舍 飾)不時鼓勵布萊爾堅持夢想往前追,但同時提醒她不要跟搖滾明星米克這樣習慣玩弄感情的人交往。在表演課上,布萊爾結識了演員兼歌手的女孩克莉,後者領布萊爾來到了薄荷夜總會,正在演唱的盧克馬上就認出了臺下的布萊爾,他馬上求助在場的觀眾說有誰發現了他丟失的那雙手套,這時,布萊爾也認出了盧克。布萊爾與克莉決心幫助盧克成為流行歌手。通過卡麗的引見,她們請來了美傃的巴西模特喬茜(莎妮•索薩蒙 飾)配合盧克的表演。在喬茜的火辣助陣下,盧克很快小有名氣了,並與音樂制作人加勒特•施威克(費舍•斯蒂芬斯 飾)簽下了演唱合約。雖然名氣越來越大,但盧克與朋友甚至哥哥尤恩(基普•帕杜 飾)之間的關係卻變得越來越不融洽,哥哥警告他正在變得目中無人,盧克為此苦惱不已。布萊爾與米克分手了,她從尤恩那兒得知盧克真正愛的人是自己;盧克與喬茜也越來越不和諧,在得知是布萊爾和克莉刻意讓喬茜與自己在一起時,他決然離開了喬茜。悲傷的喬茜出於報復,告訴制作人加勒特•施威克他被盧克等人騙了,夜總會中所有為盧克的演唱歡呼雀躍的觀眾都是他的朋友們組織起來的……聞聽此言的施威克憤怒地撕毀了合約,盧克的演唱會隨之被取消。盧克與克莉攜手創作了一首新歌,並重返薄荷夜總會的舞臺,決心重頭再來;剛剛經歷了分手之痛的布萊爾決定返回紐約。一位著名的演藝經紀人在卡麗的引領下,來到夜總會聆聽了盧克的演唱,盧克的音樂事業終於有機會踏上正式的軌道。在得知布萊爾即將飛回紐約後,盧克與尤恩急忙趕到了機場,但安撿員卻將他們攔了下來……布萊爾安放好行禮,靜靜坐下等待著飛機起飛,這時,空姐向她款款走來,將一雙手套輕柔地放在了她的膝蓋上……原來,經過哥哥的百般擔保後,無票的盧克終於如願登上了飛機。

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

感觸

剛剛在朋友的網站看到他這么樣寫說
有一種說不出的感覺涌上心頭
酸酸的味道
那種感覺就像每次我想起某個人的時候
他是那么的深藏在我內心深處
我想將會是永遠吧
順便跟大家分享一下朋友寫的這段
讓我感慨十分的心情寫照
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What I find important in a relationship :

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best. Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a guy is to let him fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch him fall and it works both ways... Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,and get hurt but never keep the pain. It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....I have! My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish. I'm so tired of being hereSuppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fearsI held your hand through all of these yearsBut you still have all of meYou used to captivate meBy your resonating lightNow I'm bound by the life you left behindYour face it hauntsMy once pleasant dreamsYour voice it chased awayAll the sanity in meThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fearsI held your hand through all of these yearsBut you still have all of meI've tried so hard to tell myself that you're goneBut though your still with meI've been alone all along

What turns me on :

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's him."

Monday, September 11, 2006

開車化妝

今天早上心情還不錯
開車去上班的途中
有一個很奇怪的現象
女人上班要化妝是理所當然的
可是又會覺得這樣要花很多時間
結果 我終于發現而且還親眼看到
那就是~開車也能化妝
天呀 好高明喔
剛開始是因為注意到他的倒后鏡斜的很嚴重
再看清楚 原來司機在上篩紅
我的媽呀 當時的車子還在行走着的呢
真是甘拜下風!
不過還是要奉勸所有開車化妝的人
小心駕駛~
結果回到公司 問問我的女同事
結果答案~~他們也是這樣
看來女人開車也不無聊
呵呵

今天遲到了

昨天晚上和一個叫Mr.Good Idea的朋友吃晚餐
回到家已經11點多了
洗刷完畢準備上床睡覺已經快1點了
不知道為什么昨晚好像睡得不是很好
今天早上就起不了床了
所以我又遲到了
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我那位Mr.Good Idea有時講話還真冷
不知道是不是昨晚都被冷到
所以睡不好
Mr.Good Idea難道你真的這么介意你自己的樣子看來很老嗎
其實一點都不會拉
不過我覺得還是要見仁見智
每個人的口味都不一樣
重要的是
自己開心不就好了啦
何必執著在自己的樣子
論外貌你已經算不錯的了
因為僅僅的4小時你就可以收到這么多的回應
那這不就代表了~
你有多搶手咯
加油吧!超冷的Mr.Good Idea

My Life Path Number is 11

The Life Path Number
The Life Path is the sum of the birth date. This number represents who you are at birth and the native traits that you will carry with you through life. The most important number that will be discussed here is your Life Path number. The Life Path describes the nature of this journey through life.
The Life Path number is established from the date of birth. First, convert the month to a single number . Then convert the day of birth to a single digit . Next, add the total digits of year and reduce this sum to a single digit . The individual digits representing the month, day, and year, be they single digits, are then added together, as necessary to reduce the sum once again to a single digit 1 through 9.
Example: If a person was born on October 23, 1972 (10-23-1972*), add the month 10 (which is reduced to 1) to the day 23 (which is reduced to 5) plus the the year 1972 (which reduces to 19, then to 10 and finally to 1**). Thus, the total of the month, day, and year is 1+5+1. This date is a 7 Life Path. The "master numbers, " 11, 22, and 33, have been incorporated within the corresponding single digit number readings. See addition comments about master numbers.
*Be sure to add the full year, not just the last two digits, i.e. 1969, not 69.
**For some reason, this step is often overlooked when the total is 10. 1+0=1
Read about your Life Path number:
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
1 (10/1, 19/1)
The Life Path 1 suggests that you entered this plane with skills allowing you to become a leader type rather easily. Your nature is charged with individualistic desires, a demand for independence, and the need for personal attainment. Many of our military generals, corporate leaders, and political leaders are men and women having the Life Path 1. When you display positive 1 traits your mind is capable of significant creative inspiration, and it possesses the enthusiasm and drive to accomplish a great deal. You are very good at getting the ball rolling; initiating new projects is your forte. You are at your best when confronted with obstacles and challenges, as you combat these with strength and daring. This is both the physical and inner varieties of strength. With this strength comes utter determination and the capability to lead. As a natural leader you have a flair for taking charge of any situation. You have a tendency to do this, even if, at times, it is not appropriate for you to do so.
Highly original, you may have talents as an inventor or innovator of some sort. In any work that you choose, your independent attitude can show through. You have very strong personal needs and desires, and you feel it is always necessary to follow your own convictions. You tire of routine and highly detailed tasks rather quickly.
You are ambitious and assertive in promoting yourself. Although you may hide the fact for social reasons, you can be self-centered and demand to have your way in many circumstances. That said, for the most part, you are considered very good company, friendly, good-natured, and a wonderful conversationalist. People like you and are drawn to you. It is a good thing they are, because you are very sensitive to disapproval and you don’t handle it very well.
There are several ways that the negative side of the 1 can show up. The 1 always has the potential for greatness as a leader, but they may fail as a follower. Unfortunately, sometimes you have to follow for a while before you are allowed to lead and this can be a difficult time. When the 1 Life Path person is not fully developed and expressing the negative side of this number, the demeanor may appear very dependent rather than independent, particularly in the early years. If you are expressing this negative trait of the number 1, you are likely to be very dissatisfied with your circumstances, and long for self-sufficiency. This might be defined as the weak or dependent side of the negative 1 Life Path. On the strong side of this negative curve, the 1 energy can become too self-serving, selfish and egotistical. Avoid being too bossy and demanding.
2 (11/2, 20/2)
The Life Path 2 suggests that you entered this plane with a spiritual quality in your makeup allowing you to be one of the peacemakers in society. Your strengths come from an ability to listen and absorb. You are a fixer, a mediator, and a very diplomatic type of person using persuasive skills rather than forcefulness to make your way in the world. When you embrace and exhibit the strenghth of your spiritual side, you are intuitive, avant-garde, idealistic, and visionary. These extremes make you interesting with much to offer society. You have the potential to be a deep-thinker, and no doubt interested in understanding many of life’s mysteries and more intriguing facets.
If you are living with the positive attributes of the number 2 Life Path, you are apt to have the most delicate ability to be balanced and fair. You clearly see the full spectrum of viewpoints in any argument or situation, and because of this, people may seek you out to be a mediator. In this role you are able to settle disputes with the most unbiased flair. There is sincere concern for others; you think the best of people, and want the best for them. You are honest and open in thought, word and deed. You excel in any form of group activity where your expertise in handling and blending people can be used effectively. Manners and tact mark your way with others, and you are not one to dominate a group or situation. You are the master of compromise and of maintaining harmony in your environment. As the ultimate team member, you never demand praise or recognition.
In many ways, you are a creature of habit and routine, and you like your path and pattern well worn and familiar. Your ability to analyze and render accurate judgments is a wonderful natural trait you bring to the business world. You strive for complete accuracy and even perfection in your work. Perhaps you are not a leader, but you are a visionary and a very talented idea person.
On the negative side of the 2, nervous energy is a trait often observed in the 2. Because of this, you may be seen as an extremist who is sometimes the zealot in expressing likes and dislikes. Nervous tension can bring the normally easygoing 2 into a state of emotional outrage, which to those around you, may seem so out of character. Indeed, the 2 can sometimes become oversensitive. In some instances, the strength of the 2 can also become its weakness. You may find it hard to decide what to do at times. Twos often struggle against indecisiveness. Making decisions and getting your life in gear, so to speak, may be a challenge. There is a tendency for the many 2s to harbor feelings of uneasiness, and dissatisfaction with accomplishments and personal progress in life. The biggest obstacle and difficulty you may face is that of passivity and a state of apathy and lethargy. The negative 2 can be very pessimistic. When this sets in to any degree, you are able to accomplishes very little. If living on the negative side of the 2, you may lack common sense, and you are quite often unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality.
Even the more positive individuals with the 2 Life Path will prefer a more amiable and less competitive environment, often shunning the business world. You can best serve society in endeavors utilizing your skills of counseling and guidance. Much of your idealism is people oriented and quite humanitarian in nature. You expect a great deal of yourself.
3 (3, 12/3, 21,/3, 30/3)
The Life Path 3 indicates that you entered this plane with a strong sense of creativity and with wonderful communication skills. Achievement for you most likely comes through engaging your ingenious expression. A truly gifted 3 possesses the most exceptional innovative skills, normally in the verbal realm, writing, speaking, acting, or similar endeavors. Here we are apt to find the entertainers of the world, bright, effervescent, sparkling people with very optimistic attitudes. The bright side of this path stresses harmony, beauty and pleasures; of sharing your inventive talents with the world. Capturing your capability in creative self-expression is the highest level of attainment for this life path.
Life is generally lived to the fullest, often without much worry about tomorrow. You are not very good at handling money because of a general lack of concern about it. You spend it when you have it and don’t when you don’t.
The 3 loves connecting with people. The characteristics of the 3 are warmth and friendliness, a good conversationalist, social and open. A good talker both from the standpoint of being a delight to listen to, but even more importantly, one who has the ability to listen to others. Accordingly, the life path 3 produces individuals who are always a welcome addition to any social situation and know how to make others feel at home. The approach to life tends to be exceedingly positive. Your disposition is almost surely sunny and openhearted. A happy and often inspired person, you are constantly seeking and needing the stimuli of similar people.
There is a remote side to your 3 Life Path, as well. This comes as a surprise to the native and to those who think they are well acquainted. The 3 is actually a very sensitive soul. When hurt, you can easily retreat to a shell of morose silence for extended periods. Nonetheless, the 3 eventually copes with all of the many setbacks that occur in life and readily bounces back for more. It is usually easy for you to deal with problems because you can freely admit the existence of problems without letting them get you down for too long. Because of your own sensitivity to hurt, you have a caring disposition and seem to be very conscious of other people’s feelings and emotions.
In romance, the 3 is a very ardent and loyal lover. Affairs that don’t go well can leave scares that seem to linger. Emotional experiences of all sorts tend to deeply touch the 3 and the drama may take some time to play out. Regrettably, the giving disposition of the 3 often attracts demanding partners. As with most of life’s issues for the 3 Life Path, balance in relationships is illusive.
Your big test with a 3 Life Path is controlling your highs and lows. You won’t survive very well in any routine environment or when you are placed under dominating management. Slow thinking and overly contemplative people tend to frustrate you, and you don’t function too well with this type whether you are working for, with, or under them. Your exuberant nature can take you far, especially if you are ever able to focus your energies and talents.
For the few living on the negative side of this Life Path, a 3 may be so delighted with the joy of living that the life becomes frivolous and superficial. You may scatter your abilities and express little sense of purpose. The 3 can be an enigma, for no apparent reason you may become moody and tend to retreat. Escapist tendencies are not uncommon with the 3 life path, and you find it very hard to settle into one place or one position. Guard against being critical of others, impatient, intolerant, or overly optimistic.
4 (4, 13/4, 22/4, 31/4, 40/4)
The Life Path 4 suggests that you entered this plane with a natural genius for planning, fixing, building, and somehow, with practical application and cerebral excellence, making things work. You are one of the most trustworthy, practical, and down-to-earth of individuals; the cornerstone members of society. Indeed, as a Life Path 4, you are a builder of society. The cream of the crop in this Life Path can be a master builder in society. if you are among these highly talented people, you have an idealistic nature which is grounded in practical terms, allowing you to conceive grandiose, far-reaching schemes and carry them through to the end. If you desire and are willing to work for it, you can achieve enormous success, prestige, and fame. Obviously, everyone with a 4 Life Path does not become famous.
All with this Life Path have the ability to take orders and to carry them out with dedication and perseverance and many 4s live and work happily in this context. But so often, the 4 Life Path is the entrepreneur and manager in the community. In either role, you always demand as much from yourself as you do from others, and sometimes a lot more.
You have the kind of will power that is often mistaken for sheer stubbornness. You don’t think of yourself as dogged, but your honest beliefs and that ever direct speech makes you come across as completely unremitting. Once a decision is made, it will be followed through to the conclusion, right, wrong, or indifferent. You are very set in your ways and determined to handle things the way you are so certain that they should be handled. Your tenacity of purpose and ability to get the job done borders on obsession. You are a wonderful manager with a great sense of how to get the job done.
You are an excellent organizer and planner because of your innate ability to view things in a very common sense and practical way. This stems from a strong desire to be a perfectionist in your labor. Planning is necessary to avoid errors. It’s very likely that a 4 Life Path person invented the to-do list, because it is the rare Life Path 4 who doesn’t have one by her side at all times. Your life is programed in an orderly fashion permitting you to catalog and manage the flow of ideas and activities that fill your day. Indeed, you seem to function best when you are under the gun and facing a tough set of problems.
Loyal and devoted, you make the best of your marriage, and you are always the good provider. Friends may be few in number, but you are very close to them and once friendships are made, they often last a lifetime.
The number 4 is solidly associated with the element of earth from which it gains its strength and utter sense of reality. You are one of the most dependable people you know. If patience and determination can ever win, you are sure to achieve great success in life. Often, you are called on to take care of others; to finish what they have started. It may not seem fair and probably isn’t, but it may be the key to your accomplishment and reputation.
The negative side of the 4 can prove dogmatic to an excess, narrow-minded, and repressive. A lot of skin-deep people turn you off, and you lack the tact to keep your feelings from being totally clear to all around. Additionally, the negative 4 has a bad tendency to get caught up in the daily routine of affairs, missing the big picture and major opportunities that come along once in a while.
5 (5, 14/5, 23/5, 32/5)
The Life Path 5 suggests that you entered this plane with a highly progressive mindset, with the attitude and skills to make the world a better place. The key word for your Life Path is freedom. In the pursuit of freedom, you are naturally versatile, adventurous, and advanced in your thinking. You are one of those people who is always striving to find answers to the many questions that life poses. The byword for the positive Life Path 5 is constant change and improvement. You want to be totally unrestrained, as this is the number most often associated with the productive use of freedom.
You may be one of the most compassionate of people as the 5 is surely the most freedom-loving and compassionate Life Path. Your love of freedom extends to humanity at large, and concern for your fellow man, his freedom and his welfare, may be foremost in your mind. A great Life Path 5 American President, Abraham Lincoln, issued the Emancipation Proclamation, and ended slavery in America. As the ultimate progressive thinker type, your potential in government, the law, and other positions of authority is unlimited.
You are a good communicator, and you know how to motivate people around you. This may be your strongest and most valuable trait. Because of this skill, and your amazing wit, you are a truly natural born salesman. This ability to sell and motivate extends to any sort of physical product all the way through to whatever ideas or concepts you may embrace.
You abhor routine and boring work, and you are not very good at staying with everyday tasks that must be finished on time. On the average, the number 5 personality is rather happy-go-lucky; living for today, and not worrying too much about tomorrow. It is also important for you to find a job that provides thought-provoking tasks rather than routine and redundant responsibilities. You do best dealing with people, but the important thing is that you have the flexibility to express yourself at all times. You have an innate ability to think through complex matters and analyze them quickly, but then be off to something new.
A love of adventure may dominate your life. This may take the form of mental or physical manifestation, but in either case, you thrill to the chance for exploration and blazing new trails. Surely you belong to a group considered the most worldly and traveled. Clearly you are not one to pass up a good venture. You have quite a lot of the risk-taker in your makeup. If you aren’t putting your money at stake, you are surely open to a wide variety of risks in your everyday life. Taking the conservative approach is just not in your nature.
In romance, you hate to be tied down and restricted. This doesn’t necessarily mean that you are unfaithful or promiscuous, but it does mean that a good partner for you needs to understand your nature. A relationship based on jealousy and having tight reigns is not going to work at all for you. A partner who understands your need to be free and trusted will find you trustworthy, even if you aren’t constantly available and totally dutiful. It is important for you to mix with people of a like mind, and to try to avoid those that are too serious and demanding.
If you are living on the negative side of the Life Path 5, you are apt to be multitalented, but suffering from some lack of direction, and there is confusion surrounding your ambition. Restless, discontent, and impulsive, you may bounce from one job to the next without accomplishing much at all. A negative Life Path 5 can become very irresponsible in tasks and decisions concerning the home and business life. The total pursuit of sensation and adventure can result in your becoming self-indulgent and totally unaware of the feelings of those around you.
6 (6, 15/6, 24/6, 33/6)
The Life Path 6 suggests that you entered this plane with tools to become the ultimate nurturer, and a beacon for truth, justice, righteousness, and domesticity. Your paternal, or maternal, as the case may be, instincts with a 6 Life Path exceed all others by a considerable margin. Whether in the home or in the work place, you are the predominant caretaker and family head. While the 6 may assume significant responsibilities in the community, the life revolves around the immediate home and family, for this is the most domestic of numbers. Conservative principles and convictions are deeply ingrained and define your character.
You are idealistic and must feel useful to be happy. The main contribution you make is that of advice, service, and ever present support. You are a humanitarian of the first order. It is your role to serve others, and you start in the home environment. You are very human and realistic about life, and you feel that the most important thing in your life is the home, the family and the friends.
This is the Life Path related to leadership by example and assumption of responsibility, thus, it is your obligation to pick up the burden and always be ready to help. If you are like the majority with Life Path 6, you are one who will willingly carry far more than your fair share of any load, and you are always there when needed. In doing so, you take ownership and often become an authority over the situation.
In romance, the 6 is loyal and devoted. A a caretaker type, you are apt to attract partners who are somewhat weaker and more needy than yourself; someone you can care for and protect. The main ingredient that must prevail in the relationship is complete harmony. You don’t function well in stressful relationships that become challenges for you to control. It is the same with friends, you are loyal and trustworthy. But there is a tendency for you to become dominating and controlling.
It’s likely you feel compelled to function with strength and compassion. You are a sympathetic and kind person, generous with personal and material resources. Wisdom, balance, and understanding are the cornerstones of your life, and these define your approach to life in general. Your extraordinary wisdom and the ability to understand the problems of others is apt to commence from an early age. This allows you to easily span the generation gap and assume an important role in life early on.
The number 6 Life Path actually produces few negative examples, but there are some pitfalls peculiar to the path. You may have a tendency to become overwhelmed by responsibilities and a slave to others, especially members of you own family or close friends. It’s easy for you to fall into a pattern of being too critical of others; you also have a tendency to become to hard on yourself. The misuse of this Life Path produce tendencies for you to engage in exaggeration, over-expansiveness, and self-righteousness. Modesty and humility may not flow easily. Imposing one’s views in an interfering or meddling way must be an issue of concern.
The natural burdens of this number are heavy, and on rare occasions, responsibility is abdicated by persons with this Life Path 6. This rejection of responsibility will make you feel very guilty and uneasy, and it will have very damaging effects upon your relationships with others.
7 (7, 16/7, 25/7, 34/7)
The Life Path 7 suggests that you entered this plane with a gift for investigation, analysis, and keen observation. You are a thinker of the first order. You evaluate situations very quickly, and with amazing accuracy. As a result, you are thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to meet a high standard of performance, too.
A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul. But you guard your connection to people carefully. It’s easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people, and you avoid them. You aren’t one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it’s for life. It’s as if you must get to know someone a lot better before you allow the wall surrounding you to be penetrated. Chances are you are a very charming and refined individual with great poise and a quick wit. Nonetheless, there is an exclusiveness about you. You probably aren’t a very social person. Your reserve is often taken to be aloofness, but actually, it’s not that at all. It is merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. There’s no rush, It takes time for you to warm up to new friends. Clubs and organizations hold little interest for you; you are not a joiner.
You actually like being alone and away from the hustle and bustle of modern life. In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams. You dislike crowds, noise, distractions, and confusion.
The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown; you will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find. Intellectual, scientific, and studious, you don’t accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at your own independent conclusion.
This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. A built in inner guide providing a strong sense of intuition may set you up as being a law unto yourself. Whatever spiritual position you take, whether traditional or bizarre, you will cling to it with fervor. Once you have decided an issue, it is almost impossible to get you to revisit the question. Adaptability is not your style, and change for you is a rarity.
You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone. Your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you follow the directions they seem to guide.
In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive. A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences, is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration for others. There is such a negative attitude. Indeed, operating on the negative side of the 7 can produce a very selfish and spoiled individual and living with one can be a challenge. This may be why some 7s actually prefer living alone. If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of because you tend to feel that the world really does owe you a living or that in some way you are not being fairly treated.
Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits. This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows. Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.
8 (8, 17/8, 26/8, 35/8)
The Life Path 8 suggests that you entered this plane armed to lead, direct, organize and govern. You are very ambitious and goal-oriented. You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself. If you are a positive 8 you are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas, and also possessing the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion. In short, you were born to be an executive.
You know how to manage yourself and your environment. Your ability to judge the character and potential of the people around you is an asset used to your advantage. A large part of your success in life comes from how hard you work. This Life Path is the most prone to producing workaholics. But your ability to spot good people and engage them in your endeavors is a special trait not to be overlooked. There is an inspirational quality in your makeup which allows you to become a great leader. You are practical and steady in your pursuit of major objectives, and you have the courage of your convictions when it comes to taking the necessary chances to get ahead.
With the Life Path of the number 8 you are focused on learning the satisfactions to be found in the material world. The Life Path 8 produces many powerful, confident and materially successful people. Most of your concerns involve money and learning of the power that comes with its proper manipulation.
This Life Path is perhaps the one that is the most concerned with and desirous of status as an ultimate measure of success. You want to be recognized for your hard work and achievements. The attainment of honors and acceptance into the club of executive leadership is all important. For this, you may find yourself very well suited to compete in the business world or in the political arena.
In relationships, you are frank, honest, and steadfast. You may be very much in love, but watch that you are not too busy and preoccupied to show it. Being the lavish provider is not always an adequate substitute for showing your devotion and affection in more personal ways. You have a great need for close personal relationships to mitigate and somehow soften your nature. You must find the time for love and keep it as an important project in your life.
The negative 8 can be dictatorial and often suppresses the enthusiasm and efforts of fellow member of the environment. Often, the strength of their own personality excludes close feelings for other people with whom they come in contact. Material gains and rewards often become issues of utmost importance, even to the neglect of family, home and peace of mind. Dedication to success can become an obsession. Emotional feelings are often suppressed by the negative 8, resulting in isolation and loneliness. All Life Path 8 people must avoid discounting the opinions of others.
9 (9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9)
The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.
Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind.
Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.
The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term "hail-fellow" may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.
Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9’s very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.
The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

Birthday Calculator

21 July 1981
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Your date of conception was on or about 28 October 1980 which was a Tuesday.You were born on a Tuesdayunder the astrological sign Cancer.Your Life path number is 11.
Life Path Compatibility:You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444806.5.The golden number for 1981 is 6.The epact number for 1981 is 24.The year 1981 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/5/1981 and ending 1/24/1982.You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 19 Tammuz 5741.The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1981.The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 April 1981.The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 4 March 1981.The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 7 June 1981.The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 June 1981.The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 29 September 1981.The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 19 April 1981.The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 3 March 1981.
As of 9/12/2006 3:03:51 AM EDTYou are 25 years old.You are 302 months old.You are 1,312 weeks old.You are 9,184 days old.You are 220,419 hours old.You are 13,225,143 minutes old.You are 793,508,631 seconds old.
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.59452054794521 years old. (Life’s just a big chewy bone for you!)There are 312 days till your next birthdayon which your cake will have 26 candles.
Those 26 candles produce 26 BTUs,or 6,552 calories of heat (that’s only 6.5520 food Calories!) .You can boil 2.97 US ounces of water with that many candles.In 1981 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.In 1981 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.In 1981 in the US there were 2,438,000 marriages (10.6%) and 1,219,000 divorces (5.3%)In 1981 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.
In 1981 the population of Australia was approximately 15,054,117.In 1981 there were approximately 235,842 births in Australia.In 1981 in Australia there were approximately 113,905 marriages and 41,412 divorces.In 1981 in Australia there were approximately 109,003 deaths.
Your birthstone is Ruby
The Mystical properties of RubyRuby is said to open one’s heart to love.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)Carnelian
Your birth tree isElm Tree, the noble-mindednessPleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know-all-attitude and making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.
There are 104 days till Christmas 2006!There are 117 days till Orthodox Christmas!
The moon’s phase on the day you wereborn was waning gibbous.

感觸

剛剛在朋友的網站看到他這么樣寫說
有一種說不出的感覺涌上心頭
酸酸的味道
那種感覺就像每次我想起某個人的時候
他是那么的深藏在我內心深處
我想將會是永遠吧
順便跟大家分享一下朋友寫的這段
讓我感慨十分的心情寫照
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What I find important in a relationship :
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love’s only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.
Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s ‘perfect person.’ It’s about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
Never say ‘I love you’ if you don’t care. Never talk about feelings if they aren’t there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a guy is to let him fall in love when he doesn’t intend to catch him fall and it works both ways…
Love is not about ‘it’s your fault’, but ‘I’m sorry.’ Not ‘where are you’,but ‘I’m right here.’ Not ‘how could you’, but ‘I understand.’ Not ‘I wish you were’, but ‘I’m thankful you are.’
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
How to be in love: Fall but don’t stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,and get hurt but never keep the pain.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it. If he isn’t worth it now he’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go…..I have!
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
I’m so tired of being hereSuppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave‘Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to healThis pain is just too realThere’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tearsWhen you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fearsI held your hand through all of these yearsBut you still have all of me
You used to captivate meBy your resonating lightNow I’m bound by the life you left behindYour face it hauntsMy once pleasant dreamsYour voice it chased awayAll the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to healThis pain is just too realThere’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tearsWhen you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fearsI held your hand through all of these yearsBut you still have all of me
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re goneBut though your still with meI’ve been alone all along
What turns me on :
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "…that’s him."

Sunday, September 10, 2006

轟趴

在台灣唸書的時候
常常都會聽到人家提起轟趴這個東西
但自己始終沒有參加過
昨天
回來馬來西亞後還是第一次有機會參加類似的活動
事由我的網友的朋友生日
他就邀請了我出席這場生日會
果然很多人 所以我才說像轟趴
灰暗的燈光 七彩燈光 舞曲 人潮
那不就是所謂的轟趴嗎
當然 還少不了一些助興的東西
在這就不方便說了 反正就發揮自己的想像力吧
很高興認識了一些新朋友
說來還要多謝我這位網友
謝謝你 BABY..

Friday, September 8, 2006

今天我“媽媽”生日耶

回到馬來西亞有一年的時間了
在這一年里
還真要感謝我這位“媽媽”
在我回來最無助的時候
他都很樂意的幫我很多忙
如果當初不是因為他
我想現在的我應該沒有這么好
雖然說現在的我也不算好到那里
但總應該還算過得去吧
時間過的真快
就這樣認識一年了
這也代表着我離開臺灣已有一年
過去的點點滴滴
總還是在我心里盤旋着
有時候
我也不知道為什么自己
心里就是有個結
至今還無法解開
不過還好我現在身邊有這位“媽媽”

媽媽。。。生日快樂

Thursday, September 7, 2006

心情很糟

今天心情壞壞的
*睡過鐘所以上班遲到
*沒有胃口吃午餐
*心情悶悶不樂
*有點憂郁
*不想講話

留言轉載自小崇以前的部落~
Vicky Says: September 8th, 2006 at 1:03 am
我心情也是不好…每天都喝好多好多的酒…到最终都不知道自己在做什么,只知道每天都喝得醉醉的,那我才可以睡的好好的,我不想再这样下去………
zheng Says: October 4th, 2006 at 9:39 pm
爱可以等待,爱可以重来。但爱不可以勉强,爱得深伤得也更深。
ahworm Says: October 5th, 2006 at 6:37 pm
愛真的可以重來嗎?破鏡重逢還是有那道抹不去的裂痕

缺愛

發現最近的心情
有點平衡不了
也不知道是不是缺愛的關系
現在的我
正在等~真命天子

Wednesday, September 6, 2006

Galaxy KTV 1歲生日快樂

9月5日是Galaxy KTV的1歲生日
應朋友的邀請出席了這場盛會
下班后匆匆忙忙的開車趕了過去會面舊同事
然后由他開車去參加這個盛會
抵達subang jaya已經將近8點了
還真要謝謝我可愛的大姐
要不然哪有這么劃算的免費好康
有得吃有得喝有得唱有得抽獎
還有。。。帥哥美女看
哇~哈~哈~
p/s:很高興認識了明兒+順偉+雪麗+忘記名字的美女啦(因為沒有拿到他的名片)

Monday, September 4, 2006

煲電話

昨天晚上和一個在新加坡念書長大
但人目前在馬六甲的朋友聊電話
當話題一撤到臺灣的時候
就不知不覺聊了1個小時半
果然不是蓋的
想必這個月帳單來的時候
這筆帳肯定很壯觀
他。。為我帶來了一個希望
希望能在2007年3月實現吧~

Sunday, September 3, 2006

今天星期天

沒上班
在朋友的理髮店待了一整天
發現這里像是我第二個窩
每次一沒上班又沒有約朋友就會往這裡撰
就是不知道為什麼
這裡的朋友都讓我覺得做回自己
不需要再多的面具
不需要考慮說些體面的話
發覺最近的自己很喜歡做白日夢
甚至有時候跟朋友講話講到一半時
整個人就好像靈魂出竅般的
他所講的後半段我一句都沒聽進去
前陣子因為好奇在某本雜誌上刊登了交友資料
天呀~真的有點煩
搞到我這幾天真的精神都在恍惚
累積到今天已經有20位同學傳簡訊給我
真不知道是好事還是災難
當然..之前會有這樣的衝動想認識朋友和找愛人
但後來發覺想要的人其實並不是說要就有
很多都覺得不適合
不是太年輕就是不對調子
有一個好像不錯 大我三歲 但..
它應該有了心上人吧
算了
感情事 要不就讓他隨緣 勉強不了
或許 我還有某一個人 佔據在我心裏的一角
不時都會在呼喊我的名字
~星期天 麵包 應該是去打網球了~

Saturday, September 2, 2006

真是不懂我自己的說

好像有段時間沒有上來
其實在這段日子里
發生了很多事情
可是很多事情卻不知該如何下筆寫
近來的生活
還真一團遭
生活沒有了目標
感情沒有了方向感
事業沒有了鍾愛
每天都在發白日夢
感覺越來越嚴重了
甚至有時跟朋友聊天聊到一半
整個人就開始發呆了
我到底是怎樣了
難道我生病了嗎
那又會是什麼病呢
我自己也找不到答案
我的世界真的就這樣繼續下去嗎..
無解的說..